Steps

At this moment in this place

You're aren't even close 

To being mine.

Is it Deja vu?

Or is it fate?

That keeps leading me back to you.

I've analyzed the statistics 

I've calculated the steps

All to create my game plan

For all that it's worth 

My only goal are memories 

That help relish this day of action

Yes, it sucks.

To start loving someone is easy

Letting go is hard

But to be stuck in between

That is something 

I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy

Might Just Need That.

I need love. In its simplest form and its most complicated form. As a human being, I can humbly admit that I need love.

Without it, what can I do, how far will I go, and how will I persevere?

There are far too many forms of love for one's heart not to be open to it. There are far too many people in this world for you not to have an ounce of affection and attachment to another living breathing human being.

Without them, who will you laugh with, who will you share memories with, and who will you openly choose to love?

So often I am told that love is an emotion and at the same time love is a choice. I can not choose how something will make me feel internally, but I can choose how to display this feeling externally.

It is never that I want love, there have been times that I haven't. Despite those feelings, I need it. Very often I crave it; too afraid to embrace it. But in the name of well-being for the mind, body, and spirit it is my duty to exuberate it.

Even in its simplest or complicated form as human beings, we need love. We should admit that and we should embrace it. At times wanting love can infer that you can do without or even that you will do whatever takes to have.

We must be mindful of the choices that we make because these choices are only a reflection of us. It is dire that we be careful with our energy as far as what and whom we chose to love, because it isn't a force of nature to love those who do not love you back, it's a choice.