Spite

You take my heart
My soul
And misuse
You abuse
Without any just cause

You take
What is so dear to me
And pin it against me
Only to force my hand
Manipulate my actions
To fit your needs

To think
I allow someone
To delegate
To demand
That I do their bidding
It is so beneath me

So unlike me
Almost to the point
That my disdain
For you
Only grows
With my dislike for my idiocy.

Augen & Mond

If I shape my own preferences
My own experiences
My own perceptions
My own views
Then who are you
To tell me who I can and cannot
Compare you to.

Its never that
Someone is a duplicate
Or a mild imitation
Some failed attempt at being you
It is a reference
That is only relevant
To me; not you.

So please,
Be conscious
That the relevance
Of my references
Are for my interpretation only
Complexities of the human mind
Are endless

And the complexities of my mind
Are not to be debated
Maybe analyzed
Never alleviated.

Socialize

What will happen
When we realize
What they have done.

Once the eyes are open
And it is revealed
That this double consciousness
Is more than pure theory

It is a reality
Which shakes and quakes
Breaks and bends
Without any limits to be found

What will happen
When they realize
What we must do

In order to break the chains
To see the truth
That the lens we look through
Is not made for us

It does no justice
The sow that is reaped
Initially no thoughts of our own
No actions we took

Only what was given
That which has been taught
With blinders to the candor
Of the society from which

We and they must always be a part of.

Moon Vater

Crafted in your image
You are my best enemy
Here to poke and to prod
Me to transform into my truest form
So purposefully created only days apart

This line up
This set up
Far too sweet
It is unimaginable
That it was done intentionally.

A love so pure
Devotion so deep
Endless challenges faced
Not even the sharpest axe
Could sever this bond.

Today...

Today I sat in darkness
See none, but hear some
Blinded by what I see
Numb from what I feel
Sinking beneath lies
I have yet been defined by...
Scars beyond the naked eye
No idea how I survive
My soul has been enclosed
From fear that no one knows
So used to being strong
Do you know what I mean?
Never admitting what's wrong
Tired of lying about how I feel
Lying about what's on the inside of me
Just lying to myself
Waiting for what I know will never come around to come
Always walking with my head down
The truth is
I'm scared
Scared to be disappointed
Scared to be let down

So today I sat in darkness just scared.

Original Author: Moona Miller

Remember

Don't you remember
I told you
You'd be the one
Crafted from a divine image
Handpicked for me

Don't you remember
I showed you
I could be the one
Molded from your needs
Aware of your desires.

Moon & Mercury

There's this tiny little voice
Inside my head that says
Tell him, tell him soon, tell him now
But my heart just won't let me.

My brain just can't form the sentences
Can't find the words
Even while my heart says

He has to know now
He has to know soon.
He has to know.

But I just cant think straight.
My feelings are in a frenzy
So I have to keep it to myself.

Circa 2013

Do you know me?
Do you think do?
Is it enough to love me?
But then again how can you love me?
Can you guide me; encourage me?

Are you sensual,
Are you rough?
Do you leave marks of love;
Or marks of rage?

If we part
Will you know how much I cared
Perhaps how much I didn't

Will you have fallen in love
With someone you didn't know
Or hated someone you did?
So I have to ask;
Do you know me or do you think you do?