Today...

Today I sat in darkness
See none, but hear some
Blinded by what I see
Numb from what I feel
Sinking beneath lies
I have yet been defined by...
Scars beyond the naked eye
No idea how I survive
My soul has been enclosed
From fear that no one knows
So used to being strong
Do you know what I mean?
Never admitting what's wrong
Tired of lying about how I feel
Lying about what's on the inside of me
Just lying to myself
Waiting for what I know will never come around to come
Always walking with my head down
The truth is
I'm scared
Scared to be disappointed
Scared to be let down

So today I sat in darkness just scared.

Original Author: Moona Miller