Aligning

We didn't break
We took a break
To figure out
Where we really
Wanted to be.

I feel no shame
About it
Slight pain
About it

All because
I remember
What I had to do
To grow

What I had to do
To show
That my thoughts
And Feelings

Could align
With yours.

Only Regret

I started to envy you
But then
I remembered
Who I am,
Who I have always been
And that is authentically me.

Of Nature

After it is all said and done, what will be the outcome? Will we sail away or begin to sail apart? It is odd to imagine that someone could feel the same way about them as I do. But then it dawns on me, how could that be possible? The time and attention are not the same. Only the universe knows if the love languages math up. There's so much love that could be given I sometimes wonder why it is a crime to share. Is it really human nature to be territorial or are we conditioned to be this way, some more than others?

Angst

Its stopped making sense.
Can find myself holding my breath.
More often the norm.
There's this overarching need.
To have control.
To stop all attempts at relinquishing it.
Because somehow I feel I need it.
Flowing with the natural order
Just produces a pain
That isn't easy to ease.

SIYL

I think that people underestimate the idea of do not seek out what you really don’t wish to know; or perhaps it’s what you don’t need to know. What satisfaction does one gain by tuning into visuals and sounds that offer no benefit?

What does a picture say? It doesn’t say anything; but interpretations are endless. It’s almost maddening to study them. Just stay away. It’s not possible to understand from the outside looking in. How could one possibly capture the essence of a perception that doesn’t belong to them?

There’s no way to weasel in. If there’s one thing I know, it’s that there’s no way to crack the code. Understand that some things are just realities one does not need to know.